Saturday, June 27, 2009
Sunday, June 21, 2009
After moving piles of books and boxed books away from the bedside, vacuuming the carpet and baseboard, wearing a medical mask for respiratory protection, and working up a heated sweat, I shrunk the book stack down to 24.
Monday, June 15, 2009
Four decades since my first Godard, this one -- from four and a half decades ago -- spent an evening with me tonight.
Black and white late autumnal 60s kookie American-bit Paris, innocent Odile in her plaid skirt and plunked fedora doing the Madison (which I had forgotten for four decades but whose sophistication struck me from the film as having stood out as a dance then, too, too old for the consumerist youth culture of which I was then a part -- we being a 'band of outsiders' with little taste except for rebellion -- sophistication of a kind which certainly made it fail compared to the herky-jerky sock-'n'-rock-'n'-knock violence from cage-dancing frug artistes to mosh pit), doing it with her two would-be exploiters, her naivete and lucky decency ironically getting paid-off by theft from a thief, earning her and her lover a steamship trip to Brazil with a pompomed beret aslant her cute head.
Hecklers should be shot, their relatives (administratively, hushedly) numbered among 'the disappeared', and wherever they've possessed land that cannot utterly be resanctified in identity as 'other', that land should be sowed with salt.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
I like us. Sometimes we like ourselves too much.
We do good, and represent good things. Sometimes we think we do the only good, and represent the best things.
We reach out and embrace others in friendship. Sometimes we don't understand that they want their own 'quiet time.'
We know a lot. Sometimes we think we know all the important things.
Why don't the others just have the good sense to understand how good we are and how much better they'd be, being like us? Sometimes they reject our gifts, and the bad manners, the obstinacy, must mean they're bad.
If bad, they must be corrected, what they do must be put a stop to, and being good, it's our job.
Somebody's got to do it. After all, being good isn't enough.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Yes. A death mask. But not the somber, over-massaged, face
Musculature of the lax, la belle au bois dormant.
Instead, the crush of cremated ash, the odd bone part like a charcoal pencil bit
A genetic abstract, boxed, inurned, the cap of a career
Friday, June 5, 2009
Thursday, June 4, 2009
My siesta today was rocked by iced coffee, and after the hour I slept, I woke up thinking about 'sensitivity' to whatever the 'forces' are. I wondered whether I had been directed recently to rewatch The Innocents, that great filmed version of Henry James's The Turn Of The Screw.
And whether that, in turn, sent me to try reading a bad neo-Gothic novel about haunting which, in turn, made me look for something good, Ghost Hunters, which centers as much as it can on Henry James's brother William.
I wondered, in that after-nap, whether I could find a 'reader', one an anonymous man with six questions in his pockets and no desire to debunk might visit and ask, read.
My evening walk was very windy, and the setting sun was red behind the clouds. Fear was rushing through the tall trees, but the electric lights held.